Anonymous asked: So, I like this guy and hes kinda famous.I met him once. And he lives like 20 minutes away from me. Hes a professional athlete. I've been going through a hard time but after I met him things changed. Im happy even if things are going bad in my life. I wish and pray for him everyday, ever chance I get.. I have this gut feeling that it will happen. I don't mean to be selfish but I deserve this. Am I wasting my time?

He’s a professional athlete? That’s different. To be honest, I wouldn’t say too not pursue it, but I wouldn’t get hung up on him if he isn’t talking too you and or you guys haven’t spoken. I know we all want things we can’t have, but I wouldn’t let yourself get upset or down because of one person. Being something famous as he is, I would suggest trying too move on. I don’t think you should get yourself hung up on him. Try going out and talking too other people. See if you can get him off of your mind. I think you will be better off. <3

Anonymous asked: sooo I see you have tattoo's, I want to get my first one but I can't decide where. I'm just kind of a little bitch with pain. But it's either the inside of my ankle, the inside of my wrist or the top of my foot....? help!?!

I have both of my feet done, and my wrist. Not the inside of my ankle though. Honestly, everyone will react differently when it comes too getting a tattoo. I would say for your first one, do your wrist. They say that getting your feet done is one of the most painful spots. <3 :) hope this helped.

Anonymous asked: how ironic is it that i came to you for advice when your girlffiend is the reason i want to kill myself

Is that so? because I highly doubt that seeing as she doesn’t talk to anyone.

pickedlast asked: Anon, I hope you see this: suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Find someone/something that you love and hold tight. Every single human being's life is worth it to someone. Never give up, talk about how you feel, and search for help. Reach out to anyone who will listen, because more people than you think will listen and care.

Let this Anon know that their life is worth it. Comment on it. Anything. This person needs to know that people care.

Anonymous asked: I feel like I am just too close to suicide..

Don’t ever use suicide as an escape. Sure it will make things better for you, but think of those around you. Think of your family and friends. Think of the people who care about you. Life is beautiful. It may be hard, it may be really tough at times and seem like nothing is going to work out. But trust me.. It will. I’m 23 years old and constantly feel like I want to give up. But do I? No. Because I know I have friends and family who love me. Hell, anon, I love you and I don’t even know you. You’re life is worth it. YOU’RE WORTH IT. And you always will be. Regardless of how tough your life may seem. Please, think about this. Don’t take your life.

Anonymous asked: how do i refrain from cutting myself when people push me so far?

you need to find another way out. there are many other ways to deal with your pain. for instance. try cutting pieces of paper. maybe drawing or writing out whats hurting you. write a word over and over again. tell a close friend who can help you. often, but not always, cutting is an outlet for anger that is never addressed. because of fear of lashing out, some people lock it all inside, and then take it out on their skin if this is the case for you. you need to a find a healthy anger outlet. if need be it be someone to talk with, i’ll be that person. no doubt about it. if not, i suggest professional help. it will make things better.

Anonymous asked: You play in a band, so answer this for me. how do I gain more confidence in my musical ability? I want enough confidence to play in a band but I feel like I "suck" at my instrument even when I get encouragement. do you ever feel like that?

I constantly feel like I’m not good enough to be in a band. Watching other drummers that have much more talent and ability than I do always puts me down. But then I just tell myself, practice, practice, practice. Just because I’m not 100% on my drumming ability, doesn’t mean that I suck. I honestly think you should start a band. Practice a lot. Don’t be afraid to show people what you can do. Whether you’re not 100% or not. When I started Cowardice, we were a completely different band. I didn’t know how to play drums for the life of me. At least not in the style and genre. After playing and practicing this type of music for almost 5 years, I’m much more confident. Not everyone is going to like the way you play, but don’t let that bother you. Do what you love too do. If you have the encouragement from others, they obviously have the confidence that you are talented enough to go some where. Everything is always worth a shot. :)